A doubt...

This post is a doubt about what I think and I think I had not have ... I know it seems strange not know whether or not you have a question, but it is just that I feel ... This question relates to the fact that before I took as gay, I looked for other boys, friends included, and thought that all of us men, for one reason or another I would at least try sex with a man .. . I thought that any man to watch another to masturbate should be excited ... Or any man to do two other men to make sex would also be reason to excite ... In conversation with friends who were aware that I was gay, told me that no, it does not happen with them ... Not because I do not believe in them but the truth is that I think I am not convinced ...